From A to Z by me

It has been a while since I really enjoyed myself on a night out (I guess I am getting older and this is not helping at all). I met my friend V for a karaoke night, no one can beat night out during the week with your gay mate who can sing (I really mean it as he has wonderful voice). Everyone goes quiet when he starts singing as he has a voice for ballads (he is always putting that energy and feeling into the song that gives you goose bumps). After “You Raise Me Up”, “Feeling Good”, “The Climb” and few glasses of cider we were having amazing time (I didn’t need to go on the stage to sing, was doing with everyone else as I guess I am not stage person and I only sing when having a shower or when I know no one can hear me). My mum used to sing in the band when she was in college and she can still pull some high notes but I guess I am not that lucky one to inherit that wonderful tool, I am more like my dad. I enjoy going out on the nights out during the week as there are not so many people and you can easily get a drink at a bar within few seconds (well to tell the truth I never had to wait really long to be served, so can not complain). The thing is the boy was finishing at midnight and I hoped (yeah, whatever, I guess I need to cool a bit down) he joins us, however, he didn’t see the text telling where we are (sure, anything else? Somehow I am not convinced) and later on the phone he even didn’t invite me over (shame as I had my clothes for the next day with me and I guess was expecting a bit of the sexy time). 3 am on the night bus after deep and teary conversation with V about family I was on my way to my cozy bed (alone like it didn’t happen before). It is what it is. Meeting the boy today and was going to try to talk things through (I was going through the lines in my head last night, so I am kind of ready to define what is happening). It says that usually trying to define the relationship can be a breaking point but I know him for a year now (and being special friend/fuck buddy/ friend with benefits suits me but I prefer to give a name to “our relationship”). Anyways, getting ready to leave for my work placement (I haven’t told you about it, shame, I will in the next post. Just to let you know, I am loving it and enjoying spending my days off in the studio), today I am going to do some photography (some new dresses need to be put on the site, so Holly allows me to play around with lighting and shapes). Tomorrow, I am going to that tarot card reading event (finally as I missed last time. This time it is so popular that you needed to pre-book the slot. Mine is at 10.15 pm), I have to admit, I am a bit freaking out as apparently that lady is quiet good.