From A to Z by me

I’m usually cheerful me but lately I’m too lazy. Just the idea of doing something makes me already tired. I had this dream today about me bleeding, so first thing in the morning (after checking FB and my mail), I looked for some interpretation of it. According to some dream reading books, the bleeding means the mental fatigue and most of the time the pregnant women are having such kind of dreams. Great. I might be a bit tired, so I guess I need holidays (can’t wait till May now, I have been researching and there are so many things to do) but not so sure about being pregnant (just the idea makes me scared). Don’t get me wrong, I love babies and so, but I don’t see myself having one now: I don’t have financial stability (I see your judgmental look and thinking, girl, sort your self out) as I’m enjoying my life and living this day, I don’t have partner (long story cut short: I don’t think we are seeing each other, we are just sleeping together), I don’t have permanent living space (it is not that I’m couch surfing but I’m still renting at the age of 24, I’m telling you, to get the property in such young age is impossible on your own). My friend is always telling that those who are trying for baby (they are really desperately) usually fail and those who don’t want or don’t put so much effort have a baby straight away. Whatever. Enough about it, I will talk myself into it. So, what I have been up to. As I said before, I was planning my holidays, doing some contacting and arranging the programme (I guess I would never wanted to say it loud but I’m a bit of control freak, I prefer to go on holidays and have everything planned). I went to alternative fashion week (will tell you more later), done some shopping, met my friends – regular stuff as always. The weather is just gorgeous today so I bet I will force myself to get out and enjoy it (it is not so often you get nice weather in UK). Some walking/sitting/tanning in the park with new Tuesday magazines (yeah, they are all out today, I mean the weekly ones). I’m also in the progress of reading Toni Morrison’s “Beloved”, anyone had read it? I think it is cool book (I’m reading it for my book club meeting). Also, I got my “Sex and the City” box set back (after half a year I believe, thanks Martina) and watching it (this is like the preparation for the second movie which is out in May, isn’t it?) every evening as a treatment before bed (at least it doesn’t affect your waistline, I used to get some Oreo cookies before with the glass of milk…Yummy. I know it is not healthy eating before going to bed but I read in one of the magazines that if you can’t fall asleep, some carbs to the tricks).